I lost it.

Hey again, I haven’t written anything for quite a while…sorry for anyone who noticed (haha probably no one xD) I hope as you’re reading this, that you’re doing well. :) I have been doing…questionably recently. Aha :P I am not really a functioning human haha I struggle to get on with things I really need to do, like showering, tidying my room, going food shopping and getting to lectures… the list goes on aha. I can’t do this adulting thing.

I try, I really do. It just hasn’t been the easiest of periods of times. In addition to this struggle I’ve also found myself a much different person to who I was not even that long ago. I wanted to write a short(ish) post about these changes. Continue reading


A fresh start.


So if you’ve been following me for a while on here, you’ll know that I really struggle to maintain a desire to recover and over the past year or so I have certainly strayed from God and become someone who I barely recognise anymore.

Last week I received a Facebook message which caused me significant distress, but it also forced me to think some things through which I had been avoiding Continue reading

Jesus carries the broken

“I’ve done too many bad things to be a Christian.” “You call yourself a Christian?! You used to sleep around more than any of us!”

I didn’t chose to follow Jesus because I’m a pretty good person and I’ve now earned my place in this ‘elite group in society’. Christianity is only for those that have realised they can’t make it on their own. I’ve simply given up struggling alone, now I have Jesus to help me along. Continue reading

Moving on and letting go…

…I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us. (Philippians 3:13-14)


One of the hardest things will always be moving on. Even when the time is right, and you know it is, it’s hard to have to turn your back on something which you had accepted as your reality. Continue reading

Sorry I’m late for everything… #Christmaspost

I wanted to write this post earlier, now it just seems outdated haha, but I have been quite busy with birthdays, festivities, revision, exams, and a new term starting. I wanted to write a little about Christmas.

I am the kind of person if you don’t really like Christmas all that much, you will probably want to murder half of the year. I started counting down to Christmas from August… Continue reading